Mom had an outburst this evening. She screamed, "Jesus, help me!"
I talked with her about it... eventually, at first I didn't go to her, because I am TIRED of her mental extravagances. I'm tired of destroying myself too and stopping myself from living the life that I wanted.
I'm not completely selfish, and I see that taking care of the house is very important. I now see that I will probably need to stay in the U.S., no matter how disappointed I am about what I hoped to do.
I HATE THIS WHOLE SITUATION!
Maybe I'll have a reprieve in Republic of Georgia, but living abroad for me may be only a fantasy for now.
Whatever... I'll figure something out. I'm pretty tired right now from thinking excessively. I need to relax my mind.
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