Hello to all who read this.
I just had a nice night out with a friend, Valancia, from high school. I'm so happy that we're hanging out. She's a fellow half-Haitian. We have some things in common and it's just cool to get to know her again.
We went to see a movie, Red Tails, tonight. The movie was pretty good. I enjoyed the acting and the good messages in the film. At times I wondered if everything was done true to the facts, but I believe the film was well made.
Well, I'm really thankful that I have Valancia to talk to. Normally I cannot unroll my thoughts and feelings with Ian and Andrew. At times I cannot even look at them in the eyes when I know that they've been smoking. Iris, Ian's girlfriend, is here again for maybe the third consecutive night. I guess this is their regular way of hanging out. It's OK to hang out, but I am not happy when she sleeps over. She's an OK person, but ... I am thinking to tell Ian to tell her to stop sleeping over at the house.
I am bad with confrontation, but I guess that I have to go through these trials to make me stronger. Honestly I wish that I were not even at home. (Sigh) I don't want to be all negative and say that I ... well... to be honest, I do not like my family's situation. I think we have been disfigured and mangled for a long time, in particular Ian, Andrew, my mother and Carl. I think we have some ghosts and problems to deal with.
Hm... I'm too tired now. I will go to bed soon.
Well, Valancia speaks like a woman of action and I admire her a lot for that. I agree with her sentiments, but sometimes I ... am not strong enough to say the truth as much as it may be right in my mind. Well, I pray that God give me the right words to say.
I also pray that I complete my courses this semester wonderfully and that I earn all As. I also pray that my family will wake up to our problems and choose to live better and wisely.
May God be praised.
I just had a nice night out with a friend, Valancia, from high school. I'm so happy that we're hanging out. She's a fellow half-Haitian. We have some things in common and it's just cool to get to know her again.
We went to see a movie, Red Tails, tonight. The movie was pretty good. I enjoyed the acting and the good messages in the film. At times I wondered if everything was done true to the facts, but I believe the film was well made.
Well, I'm really thankful that I have Valancia to talk to. Normally I cannot unroll my thoughts and feelings with Ian and Andrew. At times I cannot even look at them in the eyes when I know that they've been smoking. Iris, Ian's girlfriend, is here again for maybe the third consecutive night. I guess this is their regular way of hanging out. It's OK to hang out, but I am not happy when she sleeps over. She's an OK person, but ... I am thinking to tell Ian to tell her to stop sleeping over at the house.
I am bad with confrontation, but I guess that I have to go through these trials to make me stronger. Honestly I wish that I were not even at home. (Sigh) I don't want to be all negative and say that I ... well... to be honest, I do not like my family's situation. I think we have been disfigured and mangled for a long time, in particular Ian, Andrew, my mother and Carl. I think we have some ghosts and problems to deal with.
Hm... I'm too tired now. I will go to bed soon.
Well, Valancia speaks like a woman of action and I admire her a lot for that. I agree with her sentiments, but sometimes I ... am not strong enough to say the truth as much as it may be right in my mind. Well, I pray that God give me the right words to say.
I also pray that I complete my courses this semester wonderfully and that I earn all As. I also pray that my family will wake up to our problems and choose to live better and wisely.
May God be praised.
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