Newness of mind

I did not look at porn last night nor masturbate. Yay to me! I overslept and thus I am at home listening to the Turner Chapel broadcast online. Mom was awake and asked me to give her her pills, but I stayed in bed and told her to do it alone. I don't know if she took the pills. She is now sleeping. I do feel bad about not waking up in time for the Tuner Chapel shuttle, but I pray that God forgive me and mom. We were just really tired from going out yesterday. The 4:00PM route 10 bus from Atlanta was about 20 minutes late. Someone told me that there was too much traffic, but I think that the driver did not use the HOV lane. I may call the CCT to advise their drivers to ALWAYS use the HOV lane in order to bypass traffic. I keep on wondering how to live from now on. I want to give more respect to life in Georgia, but unfortunately I don't expect much out of Georgia. I gotta make more friends, I guess. Or just go out with friends instead of spending most of my time with mom and doing little but caring for her. I'm so bored and so tired. Whatever, I'm going to the Republic of Georgia and I can't wait to scan my FBI CRC so that I can submit to the program and reserve a position. I gotta make a move to do something and have faith and hope in that decision. Fear-mongering will only keep me sad and depressed. After Georgia, I'd like to work for a year in the U.S. Then I may go abroad again. I'm not sure yet, but I'll feel how God leads me. Later,