Seeking clarity

Naturally, I can't stop thinking about going abroad. I just searched for jobs on Indeed.com using 'french' and 'library'. I searched in Washington and New York. I also searched in Toronto and Montreal. I'm trying to be motivated to stay in the U.S., but going abroad would thrill me more. I guess I won't get rid of this desire for a long time. I hope that I come to a clear decision by the time that I receive the FBI criminal record check. Maybe my escapades around the world don't need to come to an end. I wonder when Ava will finally go to Korea? She's been delayed at home longer than three months. I do get worried that mom will be vexed without me, but I am developping my faith that she'll be fine without me. I just read the reactions of three former teachers who had taught English in Georgia. Their reactions are in an article of the New York Times: http://www.nytimes.com/2011/01/24/world/europe/24teachers.html?pagewanted=all&_r=0 They notice the problems in Georgia and those of the teaching program. I think that I could deal with the problems and help the students to be great. I just hope that I feel 100% about going versus being a complete worry-wort.