I'm making some progress. I feel better than I did when I typed my most previous post. I wonder if I'm worried over nothing? Maybe I'm just a unique soul who is just trying to find others like me or at least those who can understand me?
I talked with a girl today at GSU. She wanted to see "The Girl with the Dragon Tattoo," as did I. Cinéfest delayed in starting the film. They had a technical difficulty. I spoke to the girl about Ryan Gosling. I reminded her of Flash Forward, in which Ryan Gosling was a character. She was impressed that I was reminding her of T.V. shows from our childhood. She commented about him being attractive and I was a bit stumped. I normally never know how to react when a girl admits her attraction to a guy. LOL. I always feel that that is something that I should have learned some years ago, but I am still rough at knowing how to react to that situation.
Well, she and I had a nice chat. She asked my name and we shook hands. She held mine more firmly than I held hers. I thought to myself that she was doing the standard masculine hand-shake. I never hold people's hands firmly when I shake them. I really don't care to fulfill this aspect of masculine practice. I think it's a joke. I don't feel like squeezing someone's hand to hard to signify my masculinity. Who made up that rule?
But, whatever. The girl is cute, but a bit immature for me. She's probably 20-ish. Perhaps I will see her around again. In fact I saw Elodie, but I did not speak to her. I had sent her messages on Facebook, but she did not return them. I also saw Zachary from our English course from spring 2006. I didn't speak to him either. I saw Allison. I only spoke to her for a few moments, then I left to watch Girl. It started OK, but I didn't like the sexual parts. I thought that the girl performing fallacial on a male character, who also played the jail guard in X2: X-men United was gross. I couldn't tolerate seeing that after watching "Shame" at the same cinema. Plus, I was super tired because I hadn't slept well the previous night.
Well, I hope that tomorrow I submit my payroll form and my Void check at Central Library.
Mom sent me a sum of money. I don't know for what it is... Hm... I will ask her later.
I am listening to mandisa's "God Speaking." It is a good anthem to represent the book of Psalms. I'm glad to read the Bible. It gives me much clarity. I think that I am becoming bored of Georgia. I'm ready to go somewhere else in the world now. I really hope that I am accepted for the TAPIF program. Next week I should receive an e-mail alerting me to whether I am chosen or not. I pray that I am chosen. I'm a bit nervous about going to teach English again, but I will bite the bullet and embrace a new adventure nonetheless! I will turn my fear into positive energy.
After TAPIF, I will apply to go to anywhere that will pay a decent salary.
God, I pray to thee. I proclaim that I want to be at peace with thee, Lord. I want to obey thee. Please, Lord, ignore my temporal insanity. I am just trying to survive everyday of my life. Thank you for helping me to do that.
Most sincerely, one of your children forever,
Aaron
I talked with a girl today at GSU. She wanted to see "The Girl with the Dragon Tattoo," as did I. Cinéfest delayed in starting the film. They had a technical difficulty. I spoke to the girl about Ryan Gosling. I reminded her of Flash Forward, in which Ryan Gosling was a character. She was impressed that I was reminding her of T.V. shows from our childhood. She commented about him being attractive and I was a bit stumped. I normally never know how to react when a girl admits her attraction to a guy. LOL. I always feel that that is something that I should have learned some years ago, but I am still rough at knowing how to react to that situation.
Well, she and I had a nice chat. She asked my name and we shook hands. She held mine more firmly than I held hers. I thought to myself that she was doing the standard masculine hand-shake. I never hold people's hands firmly when I shake them. I really don't care to fulfill this aspect of masculine practice. I think it's a joke. I don't feel like squeezing someone's hand to hard to signify my masculinity. Who made up that rule?
But, whatever. The girl is cute, but a bit immature for me. She's probably 20-ish. Perhaps I will see her around again. In fact I saw Elodie, but I did not speak to her. I had sent her messages on Facebook, but she did not return them. I also saw Zachary from our English course from spring 2006. I didn't speak to him either. I saw Allison. I only spoke to her for a few moments, then I left to watch Girl. It started OK, but I didn't like the sexual parts. I thought that the girl performing fallacial on a male character, who also played the jail guard in X2: X-men United was gross. I couldn't tolerate seeing that after watching "Shame" at the same cinema. Plus, I was super tired because I hadn't slept well the previous night.
Well, I hope that tomorrow I submit my payroll form and my Void check at Central Library.
Mom sent me a sum of money. I don't know for what it is... Hm... I will ask her later.
I am listening to mandisa's "God Speaking." It is a good anthem to represent the book of Psalms. I'm glad to read the Bible. It gives me much clarity. I think that I am becoming bored of Georgia. I'm ready to go somewhere else in the world now. I really hope that I am accepted for the TAPIF program. Next week I should receive an e-mail alerting me to whether I am chosen or not. I pray that I am chosen. I'm a bit nervous about going to teach English again, but I will bite the bullet and embrace a new adventure nonetheless! I will turn my fear into positive energy.
After TAPIF, I will apply to go to anywhere that will pay a decent salary.
God, I pray to thee. I proclaim that I want to be at peace with thee, Lord. I want to obey thee. Please, Lord, ignore my temporal insanity. I am just trying to survive everyday of my life. Thank you for helping me to do that.
Most sincerely, one of your children forever,
Aaron
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