So... I definitely want to be a librarian. I've been contemplating my decision not to take the position at GPC Decatur. I just wish that getting home would be easier.
Perhaps I'll have another chance of a job with GPC, if I get contacted by their Clarkston campus.
I just thought today that it might be nice teaching English for six months in the Talk program in Korea. I could also teach English in the Republic of Georgia for six months. I wonder if these experiences would be worth the effort?
I know my heart. I don't care about earning a lot of money. I care more about having great experiences! I didn't like living for a whole year in Korea. I got bored after a while and I really was ready to quit after seven months, lol. I don't like preparing lessons because I'm lazy. I hate all the fine details of planning out lessons. I'm thinking to quit teaching completely and just dive into a librarian position, wherever I find one. I still want to travel blissfully. I love traveling. I find that the best part of teaching abroad, just being somewhere different.
Oh, boy... I guess I'll figure this out eventually. Mom's OK with me leaving for six months. I guess that I won't know what I really want for a while. Let's see how work goes once we're in January.
I think for now, I'm just trying to find happiness. I'm still learning what will make me truly happy as opposed to assuming.
On a side note, I should wrap Andrew's presents. I don't really feel like it for some reason. I think I'm rejecting Christmas. I don't feel the holiday. Thanksgiving and Halloween ... I didn't feel them either. I just want to disappear most of the time. I feel like I've lost something....
Perhaps I'll have another chance of a job with GPC, if I get contacted by their Clarkston campus.
I just thought today that it might be nice teaching English for six months in the Talk program in Korea. I could also teach English in the Republic of Georgia for six months. I wonder if these experiences would be worth the effort?
I know my heart. I don't care about earning a lot of money. I care more about having great experiences! I didn't like living for a whole year in Korea. I got bored after a while and I really was ready to quit after seven months, lol. I don't like preparing lessons because I'm lazy. I hate all the fine details of planning out lessons. I'm thinking to quit teaching completely and just dive into a librarian position, wherever I find one. I still want to travel blissfully. I love traveling. I find that the best part of teaching abroad, just being somewhere different.
Oh, boy... I guess I'll figure this out eventually. Mom's OK with me leaving for six months. I guess that I won't know what I really want for a while. Let's see how work goes once we're in January.
I think for now, I'm just trying to find happiness. I'm still learning what will make me truly happy as opposed to assuming.
On a side note, I should wrap Andrew's presents. I don't really feel like it for some reason. I think I'm rejecting Christmas. I don't feel the holiday. Thanksgiving and Halloween ... I didn't feel them either. I just want to disappear most of the time. I feel like I've lost something....
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